Jubliations|Lamentations

I definitely like similarities, but I want a girl who’s exciting. I feel like I’m as fun as a sack of bricks by myself. I bore the shit out of myself a lot of the time. (Sidebar: Here’s how you can tell I really like a girl, if I smile like a moron for no apparent reason around her). I want someone who’s willing to watch a stupid show like Toddlers and Tiaras all night with me and join me in making observations at how stupid it is. Then who will want to drive with me to some peach festival in a town 4 hours away the next day. I don’t really want someone who’s a lot like me, because I kind of like silly arguments/debates. I’d say she’d have to have similar music preferences, that’s almost a must. I want a girl who’s weird, who will let me lightheartedly poke at her weirdness, because I know I’m weird too, and that she could/would do the same. I want a girl I can look at, and smile at, and who would make me feel as though we just spent hours in conversation.

This girl I know, she’s passionate, she’s kind. 
One that a man can spend years trying to find.
She’s a little weird, she’s gorgeous, she’s taken over my mind.

She owns a smile that’s reminiscent of summer’s sun,
and eyes that beam like it’s warm glowing rays,
Because of her, things are better these days.

It’s kind of funny to me, now that I’ve found someone to write about, I’m out of words to say on here, I’m out of thoughts to pour out. When it’s now more than ever that the things I’ve written are real, when it’s now more than ever, I’ve got something to feel. 

Just grant me this one. little. thing.

“I’m just a blind man taking pictures in the dark, I don’t understand this heart. 
But you and me will cut the rope and steer this ship by feel, so full speed ahead with all your zeal.”

Taken from a Tyler Lyle song.